I've been really tight since last week because I spent $400+ on a heart checkup. That's practically all that I earned for the past 2 weeks. Was telling Merf that my heart condition got worst... Haha.. Don't worry. It got worse because my heart is aching for the money spent. Thank God the cardiologist said that everything is fine with me. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me!! I was relieved but yet angry that the SGH doctors had made a "wrong diagnosis" about 3 years ago. This wrong diagnosis caused me to pay more for my insurance premium but got lesser for the sum insured!! I'm gonna correct this soon with my advisor.

Oh well, I'll never need to do those echograph scans and ECG again! Thank God! I felt so violated during the tests. The echograph scan is $300 on its own. Scary! I got to emphasize, the nurses at AH are really nice! Anyway, I'm scheduled to go for wisdom teeth extraction on the 23rd of Oct. Gonna be unconscious for a few hours. And mummy's not free to pick me up. I hope my bro will be free. He HAS to be free, if not the nurses won't let me go home. I'm scared as usual. Please pray for me that everything will go on smoothly. Thanks.

Oh ya. I was super tight. Was kinda worried as well. Even have doubts about tithing and giving my offerings. It just seemed so hard to trust God after knowing that I'll only have $20 left after tithing. I have to attend a ROM lunch this Sun, which I think it's best to give an ang bao. The worst is, I then realised I have a library fine of $24. Anyway, to cut the long story short. I decided to trust God again. Tithed my pay, return my mum money, paid my HP bill, paid my library fines and was thinking this whole day about borrowing money from my mum.

Guess what? I went for tuition today. The tuition mum actually paid me in advance!! I'm not just left with $0!!! I'm so happy! God came true again for me. Thank You, Father!

It's really a walk of faith, trust and surrendering my all this season.